“If only,” “what might have been!” Sometimes we make it into a game of speculation, like a time travel story where we can change the present. At other times we’re overcome with regret at past choices, imagining that somehow life would have been better “if only.” We even find examples and teaching in the Bible on such matters. David asked and received an answer from God, as to what the men of Keilah would do, if they would give David up to Saul. It was a contingent event that never happened, since David then acted on that possibility by fleeing from Keilah. The book of Ecclesiastes (7:10) warns against the negative thoughts that come with regret about past choices: Do not say, “Why were the old days better than these?” For it is not wise to ask such questions.
As noted at the Lenten Lord of the Rings, the first chapters of Return of the King bring us to a rather depressing point in the story: Frodo has been captured by Orcs, Sam yet to rescue him; Pippin and Merry have been separated, and each feels the loneliness of being away from their best friend. When we reach the chapter on The Pyre of Denethor, this post from the Lenten LOTR looks at some of the “What ifs” in the story.
It is an amazing aspect of Tolkien’s work, the level of detail and consistency within the story, that we can find many such plot points at which choices are made, and we can think of “alternate realities,” such as this idea: what if Pippin had not been taken with Gandalf to Minas Tirith? Then Theoden would have dismissed the service of two halflings; Dernhelm/Eowyn could handle one hobbit on her horse, but not two. Likely, both Merry and Pippin would have been left behind, together. Yet, without Pippin in Minas Tirith, Denethor would still have gone mad with despair, but without a hobbit to speak up for Faramir; Pippin saved Faramir’s life. Gandalf would not have known of Denethor’s madness, and would have gone out to the battle, to the slaying of the Lord of the Nazgul. If Eowyn had gone alone with the company, then Merry would not have been there to assist, and Eowyn would have died there on the battlefield – unless of course, Gandalf (not knowing about Denethor’s doings) had intervened there and possibly saved both Eowyn and King Theoden. In that alternate series of events, Theoden might have lived, though Faramir died.
Interestingly enough, “What ifs” are played out even within Lord of the Rings — by Denethor, which provides us a strong reminder about wisdom and folly, and the danger of dwelling too much on the past –on how things could have been different and turned out more to our liking. For it is Denethor in particular who has this mental/emotional/spiritual malady. Denethor would have preferred that Faramir would have gone up to Imladris (Rivendell) instead of Boromir; that Boromir would not have died. He then wishes that Boromir had been in the place of Faramir; Boromir would have brought the ring to him. Gandalf responds with the wisdom and foreknowledge of God, telling him what would have happened to Boromir. Denethor insists that Boromir would have not changed but been dutiful to him.
‘Do you wish then,’ said Faramir, ‘that our places had been exchanged?’ ‘Yes, I wish that indeed,’ said Denethor. ‘For Boromir was loyal to me and no wizard’s pupil. He would have remembered his father’s need, and would not have squandered what fortune gave. He would have brought me a mighty gift.’ …
‘Stir not the bitterness in the cup that I mixed for myself,’ said Denethor. ‘Have I not tasted it now many nights upon my tongue, foreboding that worse yet lay in the dregs? As now indeed I find. Would it were not so! Would that this thing had come to me!’
‘Comfort yourself!’ said Gandalf. ‘In no case would Boromir have brought it to you. He is dead, and died well; may he sleep in peace! Yet you deceive yourself. He would have stretched out his hand to this thing, and taking it he would have fallen. He would have kept it for his own, and when he returned you would not have known your son.’
The face of Denethor set hard and cold. ‘You found Boromir less apt to your hand, did you not?’ he said softly. ‘But I who was his father say that he would have brought it to me.
What happened to Denethor, is a strong reminder to us, not to fall into such negative thinking, and playing what ifs, agonizing over past wrong choices and thinking how it could have been so much better.
But we can only live in the now, the present. We cannot undo the past, but must live with what we have now, which includes the consequences of past choices. Above all, we must conform ourselves to God’s will, what it is now and for the future, trusting that – often in spite of ourselves – God in His Providence has brought us to this place, to this path (and not to some other). Denethor finally despaired, answering to Gandalf what he really wanted (and could not have):
‘I would have things as they were in all the days of my life,’ answered Denethor, ‘and in the days of my longfathers before me: to be the Lord of this City in peace, and leave my chair to a son after me, who would be his own master and no wizard’s pupil. But if doom denies this to me, then I will have naught: neither life diminished, nor love halved, nor honour abated.’
As C.S. Lewis well said, “There are only two kinds of people in the end: those who say to God, “Thy will be done,” and those to whom God says, in the end, “Thy will be done.”
Yes, and agree that he would not like the Jackson films. I just read through the section where he critiques…